Re: The Black Door

["Camilla H.Flintermann" <flintepc@xxxxxxxxxx>]

Marvin-- as usual you've expressed what many feel but can't formulate.
Thank you, and thank your Kristin for being there for you!



>Writing is one of my tools for getting over the rough spots. I used to
>trash the results.
>On the request of  many friends, the following is not going into the
>waste bucket.
>It is an account of my own experience and is not ment to be a diagnosis
>or a fix all for others.
>
>SNIPPED
>I=92ve been there once before. Behind the cold black door.
 SNIPPED
>Then I heard some I did understand. "What am I going to do?"  My wife
>was repeating the words over and over.  That door opened a bit and I got
>shoved through it. I was needed!  For the first time in my life I really
>
>felt needed.  I know in some cases I=92m handy to have around, but this
>person needs me for  something
>that=92s unique to me. It is true that without Kristen I would have to
>live in a rest home or hire someone to help me.  But  Kristen needs me
>for what I can do. She has never cared about what I can=92t do.
SNIPPED
>I=92ve been winning  small battles with it most of my life and I intend to
>keep on winning.



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