Re: I want a cure...NOW!!!

[bobc <bobc@xxxxxxxxx>]

Jacob, I hope that you will be able to get more effective advice now
that everyone can relate to the source of your PD. I can relate to your
problem because I have been there, done that several times when I was
younger. I can
offer a little advice and that would be to remember what you went
through and don't forget that suicide is a final solution to a temporary
problem. It helps me when I get to feeling down and out to recall some
of the good things that have happened to me at about the same time as
the bad stuff. Make a list and if your honest about it I bet you will
find that the good things happen more often. I hope you get some replies
from some one more qualified to counsel than I am. I'm glad that you
have reached out for help, you know that is what this list is all about.
Good luck, my prayers are with you,
Bob Chapman 65/3
Palm Springs, CA

Jacob Drollinger wrote:
>
> Indeed, Bob. Most of the responses might have been quite different if the
> writers would have known if they knew how it came about.
> I will tell them now.
> For most of my teenage years, I suffered from a severe (and unidentified)
> psychological illness. At the age of 18, I decided to put an end to the agony
> that I was feeling at that time; I attempted suicide by carbon monoxide
> poisoning. I ended up with bi-lateral lesions to both the internal and
> external globus pallidus, which is the cause of the pain I am feeling now.
> This pain, however, is a flesh wound, a mere scratch, compared to the
> emotional torment that confounded my family, the doctors, and me, for four
> years.