Re: STYLE TO: J SANDSTROM

[Maryhelen Davila <MhDavila@xxxxxxx>]

i'M  sorry Joanne..my sincerest apology. You don't deserve Th.  e
          horrid la  treatment  I gave
you...........  I w   ass             just pissed  a t            The. h he h
 PD.. & STILL AM.
Sometimes I'm okay And typed  endlessly.  lately  meds seem too quit
altogether more often
.days at a time.  Hands accidentally land nn  onn CAPS keys  E YS      or c
  noncap keys  c
against my  choice s  ..  correcting  mishaps take too much energy/time.  A
high school
student  comes over approx. 1x week to help me type ?@ $5/$6 hou r (aveerg
$20/2pages
with errrors .   or my daughter helps but she  hass a 4 yr. old, wrks, goes
to school & is
igoinng thru a divorce & livess in other town (1 hr drive to get here)..
 Good computer aides
= too expensve , rather help my k ids  withh the  $.   So  I'm "stifled" &
forced to be invisible
like so many who  look  freakish to society.  I'm a little gustier than
c.most... always have
been. I encourage otheers to not hide frmm society but maybe I'm wroNNG..
THOSE IN
MY SHAPE USUAlY STAY invisible. And  it just seems a shame we have to worry
   y
        about fitting  in with  our   "own kind' TOO.  So it isnn't your fault, 
it's
just the way it
is that's all..   I'm vvery sorry. Irecognize your nane as someone who has
helped all of us on
the list for a long time - so it's even wotrse that I  treated you thar way.
 I''d wait to respond
whenn I'm  in good shape, but thhen maybbe I'lll never rrerspond.  I'd better
just quit..